Inevitably, a ship sailing on the deep waters of spiritual consciousness may run into obstacles and the captain will need to navigate through treacherous waters. Good news? Bad news? By staying non-reactive and not judging what is happening is how I navigated through uncharted territory last week and by opening to a deeper understanding about how I hold myself back. Liberation! Freedom from some unnamed fear. It was not an easy passage. My beautiful boat with white sails had dropped anchor and would not budge until I dove into the deep blue-black water to find what I had left behind – a sense of feeling powerless, a despair as deep as the ocean that I will never be able to change the darkness. This was the deep psychic imprint and yet, when I opened the box sitting on the ocean floor it transformed into beautiful gleaming jewels shining out. My perception began opening and shifting with Trust and Faith and Virtue, a jeweled clarity.
What is required? Skill full means and understanding and utilizing the 7 Laws of the Mind, while not repressing or rejecting my inner experience, staying present with the “dread.”
I made a decision to focus on and experience: Grace, Calm, Peace, Equanimity. My hands are on the wheel of my boat and I steer with ease and grace. “Our Life as a Boat” was highlighted in lesson 9 on page 2: “you are steering the boat with your thoughts, the wake = your past and the old blue print.”
I am celebrating having made an adjustment to the sails with my DMP as my compass. I am perceiving things differently. “There is a different internal response” and I now have access to a greater freedom, lightness, joy, peace. The jeweled consciousness gleaming through, shimmering Truth: that this light has always been present, that I have never been separated from this wholeness. There is no need to be afraid with awareness of my inner light, a light that can never go out. The indestructible space inside of my matrix unites with the outer. This changes the whole trajectory, the field.
I have been visualizing my new reality daily as a service to others, electrifying and activating that mysterious mind that never sleeps. Alchemy! I am building the confidence to face my fears and still sail directly, single pointedly into my life, in union with my Definite meaningful purpose in deep contact with my heart. I walk in gratitude.