I hit the wall running last week and was forced to stop and take stock of my journey. I didn’t feel like a heroine. Standing in the footprints of my integrity I saw into the hidden depths of my mind which revealed what has been holding me back. Within the labyrinth of my mind a fear decades old spilled out like ink from a pen. All I could do was stand in my integrity and be grateful, “I’ve been looking for you for ever. So you are what has been stopping me.” What can I do for you?
Under the fear monster was the most precious tenderness – the fullness of a heart beating out of all four chambers, fully embodied with the depth of red and a vitality surging through my matrix. Here is what I have been searching for, the Holy Grail, the elixir that enlightens upon taste, a fully feeling and embodied heart, the gateway to living a worthwhile life. I had lost touch with this part of myself – to discover this buried treasure I connect with my value. A precious golden nectar flows through this heartfelt presence, honey in the heart.
I could not move forward without connecting with this treasure. I could not go on without my Essential Heart.