I came face to face with that part of myself that felt too tired to go on. A tribe member on my Marco Polo app said, “do it anyway,” laughing into the camera. It jolted me out of my “stupor” of oh, I am so tired. I did it. I took action even though I felt that I was wrestling once again with the DMP revision.
I’ve been waking up at 4 am for several nights, a combination of excitement and nerves pulsing through my bloodstream. I am still alive and well and can now rest into deep sleep. In gratitude!